Dont you just hate when people assume too much about your life? Although they haven't lived our life,haven't gone through our pain but still somehow they convince themselves to believe that our life can't be that hard and we are just over reacting retards..well when they do like this, I simply say nothing..because my life is not like a movie that I can show you just like that, or I just consider you as a heartless idiot who is not sensitive enough to me, so you are not allowed to enter my world...go on, do whatever you are best at..doing assumption and hateful comments. But the thing is that people like me are way too sensitive and this world is not an easy place for us...off course life is hard for everyone..but for us..we try to see good things about life, we try to do good for others...but even a single harsh word is enough to ruin our moment, we take by heart and it cuts inside, so imagine what happens when such a person has life full of betrayal,sorrow,illness and abusements...my soul bleeds all the time and sometime I just want to change myself, but I know that a good soul is a gift from god, and god knows I am trying hard to protect it..this inner conflict is just way too hard than what you imagine. It's very tough to lead a normal life when you see every damn concept of ethics and humanity fade away, and you realize that there is really no difference between animals and human beings, then you are left with only one question..why to suffer like this to live such a life, what's the meaning of it? So here it is..all I want you people to do is to leave me alone..I have been living a pathetic life, dont just judge on what you see from outside, had you been the right person, I would let you dig deeper to know about my life, but you are not! So just move on and let me deal with my life.
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